It’s been 2 weeks now since I have stopped working with my
regular work online. I don’t know what went wrong with the team but it seems
that our working time were reduced from 8 hours to 3 hours or sometimes you
have no work at all. The boss is a good a person but I wonder what happened
though. So I decided to quit. This is just the downside when you work online,
you have security and not sure until when is the company will be active, anytime
you have to stop.
I am working online for almost 3 years now. Since I have
passed the board exam, I didn’t have the chance to work as a nurse since I am
more comfortable working online. I am just being practical during the first
years that, that if I force myself to work as a volunteer nurse (which in the
first place I never wanted to), I will have to work without pay, be more
susceptive to diseases and will have to ask my parents for allowance to pay for
my expense working in the hospital. Though that time I already have worked
online part time but my salary is not enough to pay everything on my bills.
Now, I am kind of confused to what should I so with my
life. I always complain to myself that I am so boring. Since high school I
rarely go out of my room, I rarely join the dinner with my family and always
stay at my room making collage, collecting articles from the newspaper and
making scrap books, something that I always find enjoyable to do before. But
now I realized that my life is really boring, that I think I had too much with
my comfort zone. I wanted to go out but I am afraid I might not make it out
there. At my age, I still have nothing to brag about what are my
accomplishments in my career except that I have passed the board exam but have
not used my license at all. I want to go back living on city but what holds me
back is whose going to be with my parents. Even though my brother is here but they are
also busy working on their own. The house will be left empty in the morning. I
am also afraid to tell my parents I want to live in Cebu but I am thinking they
won’t allow me. I am 26 in a few days, but I still act like a high school
student. Haha, silly me! When will I grow up!..